I went to sleep lastnight alone for the first time in weeks... I didn't mind being alone, it's kind of nice to stretch out and then curl up without having to choose your side... I still didn't want to get up this morning... and not because you were still laying next to me, because remember I was alone lastnight.. I think the sound of the rain lulls me to a comforting place and it's a shock to be pulled out of that, my body shakes from the inside out almost paralyzing my ability to move.